Shed The Fear...

Mostly, through my career and even work history, I’ve never really left my comfort zone. I’ve always applied for jobs I knew I would secure. How risky is that? I guess, it falls on the statement my wife repeatedly throws at me, “Ray you’re afraid of success!” Man, am I? Am I so afraid of success that I choose then not to attempt achieving it?

I have the tools for success, but I’m very nervous to pull the trigger. I have too much to (i.e., my family) and too much to loose. I found the non-profit sector as my area of comfort. Lately, I find myself researching and looking into my career opportunities in the for-profit sector. Although, I find the competition in the for-profit sector intimidating, there are several opportunities, which I will apply for. I hope to get over this fear of stepping out of the secure doorway of my comfort zone. A friend (Helen Henderson) helped me try and get into the interviewing process for for-profit career opportunities. 

    

Headhunters Wanted...

Recently, a friend posted on FaceBook about having a Headhunter. I know it sounds morbid, but this type of Headhunter helps you find jobs/careers. Most have a financial cost. I may need to search for a Headhunter to help me find a more lucrative career.

If anyone knows any good Headhunters please forward the info to me.

Class Pictures @ HCS....

We're here at Highland Community School for our youngest three children to take a picture together. This is cool. Because they attend the same school, they can take a group picture for home.

I'm still tired and not feeling well, but I'll push through it. I work from 12:30-8:30 today. I gotta get motivated to get the day rolling properly.

Waiting In The Rain...

I'm waiting for my wife to finish at this training so we can head home. We're on the south side of Milwaukee and the odd thing is, I have to use the bathroom very badly. What can I do? Of I hold it, I may blow a vessel.

The kids are good. They get out at 5:30 this evening and the baby is getting picked up by Kyra. My sister is awesome!!!! Not because she's picking up my son, but for being her natural caring self.

Creating Real Opportunities of Business Development...

I woke up this morning not feeling well and have decided to remain home and try to get this bug out of my system. I hope I don’t end up passing it through the family.

After talking to several associates, I’m coming close to a decision to have a Brainstorming Session at my house. I’ll invite a group of business people and innovators over for a cookout/concept session. You know, getting a group of hungry and ambitious talent together for networking purposes in hopes to spark one another towards creating opportunities in business development.

I am tired of watching opportunities for growth and independent contracting fall to the wayside while there are hungry intelligent and very capable people to do the jobs. Politicians are yelling about jobs development, but I’d rather say come up with an idea (a logical and realistic one) and take it from the Planning Stage to Execution Stage.

This would be a great way to get advice and assistance in launching and starting your business weather you want a for-profit firm or a non-profit contract. I have many ideas and plans for business development, but in particular areas may need direction or assistance from someone.

I’ll keep you posted on the development of the session so you’ll be well notified.    

I Jumped The Gun Again...

Wow! 

What a shocker did I get today! I had an appointment scheduled today with the representative from an agency wanting to hire me for supplementary income. This was right on time and going to be the start of a new and refreshed Ray. After my appointment with my doctor who did my Rotator Cuff Surgery, my wife and I headed to Hales Corner, WI for me to sign the Employment Packet and get my start-up schedule for this new exciting job.

As we crossed into Wauwatosa, WI there was the sound of a phone ringing. It was my cell phone. I answered it. It was the representative from the job. She stated I was “NOT” cleared and she would have to freeze the process and Employment Offer until, I was cleared by Concentra.

Damn, this is the ultimate downer. I just knew everything was developing in a positive light for me and I would be on the road to personal redemption within my own heart and spirit. Now the agonizing pain of failure and defeat have once again found comfort in my own self doubt. I guess, I need to take a deep breath and take some of my own advice. “Buckle down and lace my boots up!” I’m not sure if Concentra didn’t get the clearance or even if there were restrictions on my being hired.

What can I do? Is there anything that can be done?

Talk to you all soon!

The White Whale...

I caught the white Whale this morning. My wife surprised me and bought me the iPhone 4! WHOA!!! i downloaded everything and am on my way. It's feeling much better having my iPhone back. I bet you your newest pair of Nikes, my wife is cooler than yours, =D!!